Drawing Board lyrics

I can recall only this one time this kind of control a girl had on my mind
i've fallen deep i can't get out I've never acted this way before
(Chorus)
I've spent days and nights in my bedroom trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
write a song a day but (she/the band) wont like it anyway
back to the drawing board with the words you've heard a million times before
Feelin alone and shes on my mind try to erase all the pain from that time
shes breakin up and i'm breakin down now i'm headed out of this fucked up town
(Chorus) (In your head)
so love me so i can be myself again now hate me so things seem normal in my head
i'm trying to break away this ball and chain so hate me so things seem normal in my head
things seem normal in my head